( I dun know what title to give it.. )

We are so caught up with our aims and goals in life that we forget the true purpose of life. We linger in the resounding thought of gaining that one thing that would give us our pleasure or happiness. But these feelings of happiness will only go away as the clock ticks away time. Happiness is only monetary whereas joy is everlasting. Life was given to us not to chase after things that would be gone after we die and not be remembered. It was given to us so that we may live it and live it to the full. We have to live each day as if it was our last day on earth. We can't tell whats going to happen next time. But when an opportunity comes to do something meaningful in our lives and we turn it down, 20 years later we'll be thinking..I wish I had done that.

Holidays are fun at first but then the fun starts to decline and would probably end up with a bored guy sitting at his computer stalking people on facebook all day long.. ( well most people )..haha, well we cant always be going out now can we..

The Meaning Of Love

1 Corinthians 13 : 4 - 7

Love is patient ,

love is kind.

It does not envy ,

it does not boast ,

it is not proud.

It is not rude ,

it is not self seeking ,

it is not easily angered ,

it keeps no records of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects ,

always trusts ,

always hopes ,

always perseveres.

Choices

Today I learnt what it is to make choices. He always gives us choices, its just up to us if we want to follow it or not. What I learnt in camp really made me think twice about the decisions I take everyday. I said a prayer in camp which asked Him if I would do His will and not mine. Now I know what it means to take up the cross and follow him. The cross symbolizes my faith and it also symbolizes suffering. Suffering in which we give up our will and do His will. This morning, I was so looking forward to go to 1u to watch Prince of Persia..but this urging feeling inside me told me not to go. It bothered me from the time I woke up until I made the decision at 10..( during science class XD ).

*btw church camp was awesome spiritually and physically!

Some random conversation

This is just funny, hahahahha some random conversationb between me and ian..=)

ianhye says:

AERIC TAM

CEHONG

CHEONG

SENG

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

IAN

HO

YUEN

ERN

?

ianhye says:

hi

XD

bwahahahahhahahaa

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

HEY!!

ianhye says:

*runs

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

*runs fater him* * gives him 1 dollar*

ianhye says:

fater

XD

fater

you said fater

HAHAHAHAHAHA

PPOIIIINTTSSSS

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

!!!

lol

ianhye says:

STILL waiting aeric

=.=

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

waiting for?

for me to call CNN?

so you can announce to the whole world?

lol JK!

ianhye says:

nah

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

I just high on port..

prot good...

ianhye says:

pork?

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

port*

ianhye says:

PORK?

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

the alcoholic drink port

have you tried it?

I;m sure you hgave

ianhye says:

pork?

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

is aweomse right?

non o the alcoholic drink port

ianhye says:

pork?

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

its so awesome ain;'t it?

ianhye says:

chicken?

beef?

lamb?

mutton?

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

I think its from beef...

ianhye says:

cheesecake?

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

not sosure..

mabbbeeee from cow..

ianhye says:

milk?

chocolate?

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

I wonder what I can do with it..

ianhye says:

strawberries

?

ogurt?

chinese?

INDIANS?

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

Niggers..

well that's what I think..

ianhye says:

HAHAHA

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

could be red necks..

ianhye says:

AERIC

AERIC

XDDDDDD

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

nono....red heads!

yeah..its a red head...

ianhye says:

YOU KNOW WHATS THE SHORT FORM FOR NIGGERS?

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

maybe.....

I dunno..

ianhye says:

nigs

XDDD

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

are you high?

ianhye says:

HWHAHAHAHAHA

DAMN FUNNY

nigs

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

haha nigs..

ianhye says:

nigs

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

reminds me of ....nips..

ianhye says:

use in a sentence

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

you know the chocolate sweet

ianhye says:

look at those dumb nigs

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

with e nut in the centre?

ianhye says:

XD

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

lol

2 guys talking crap on the internet..

ianhye says:

viet kong!

it's not viet kongs!

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

we should post this conversation on facebook..

ianhye says:

no need s on the kong

coz

we don't see people saying chineses

XD

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

well that's how you make babies

ianhye says:

no aeric

first

the milk goes into the vagina

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

nono third..

ianhye says:

then

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

I dun like first..

ianhye says:

the goat humps the hay

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

first too cheesy..

ianhye says:

and the horse humps the milk

which is in the vagina

of the goat

and when the goat humps the hay

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

nono ....not goat.....

ianhye says:

a chicken comes out

[c=0]- Aeric -[/c=1] says:

she went of..

lol

Aaaa - maaaa - zziii - nnnG!

Amazing what meditation and alone time can do for ya. Leave some time for yourself...and try to put the troubles that this hectic life can throw at you.Life throws you lemons, you make lemonade. Life throws you a nigger...well you cant do much with it. Anyways, another amazing thing is that God has done so many things in my life that I am oblivious about or cannot fathom it. Just last week Saturday, I woke up in the morning and heard a voice telling me to go to church, I thought " Hey why not...it don't harm me in anyway." well I was supposed to go to church that day at 3 cause I had guitar lessons before that. What I didn't know was that there was a 5 - hour long prayer session going on...I recieved an e-mail but didn't check it. So being me..I went to church at 3 in the aft. When I went into the main sanctuary..I saw quite a handful of young people there and I could feel the presence of God there. So a friend of mine, Sue Anne, explained that God had said to her that she would invite the people.. himself because she was worried that noone would turn up. And here I was..thinking " Wow..I didn't know I was apart of His plan..." But well...I was erh..4 hours late.. hehe. So yeah..prayer does help when you need help. He does intervene. Well..I'm not emo anymore..and that's gooooooooood <--- looks like google doesn't it? ^^

*That was effing lame of me...

P.S The content in this blog post is not aiming at insulting...well nevermind.

hope you understood the post as I was jumping around alot.. sry yeah! =)

I cant think straight anymore..

As the title says...I cant think straight anymore. I do things that are..well stupid. Like the earlier post..that whole post was the result of emotions..maybe its just puberty..could be. I cant find peace during the weekends with my mom breathing down my neck. Do this , do that , why never study? well cause I've been doing what you want me to do..and because of that I am not able to sit down and study.

*My guitar became my new best friend*

*Please forget what I said in my earlier post....thank you*

Smile...Frown..Smile Again! then back to reality...

I just feel like smiling lately... who am I kidding..I cant do this anymore. I'm not paying attention in class, I suck at my studies and the subject I enjoy the most is giving me hell. My math teacher has breast cancer...I'm lost..God will you help me? sometimes I feel , how do you put it in words?..ah..found it. LONELY even though I'm surrounded by friends daily... I think its true what Ms.Yogeetha said today..what did she say again?...Oh yeah, it's easy to have a thousand friends but its hard to find that one friend who is always there when you fall..or whenever you need company. Guess I'll just have to wait..Lord where are you when I need you most?..