Smile...Frown..Smile Again! then back to reality...

I just feel like smiling lately... who am I kidding..I cant do this anymore. I'm not paying attention in class, I suck at my studies and the subject I enjoy the most is giving me hell. My math teacher has breast cancer...I'm lost..God will you help me? sometimes I feel , how do you put it in words?..ah..found it. LONELY even though I'm surrounded by friends daily... I think its true what Ms.Yogeetha said today..what did she say again?...Oh yeah, it's easy to have a thousand friends but its hard to find that one friend who is always there when you fall..or whenever you need company. Guess I'll just have to wait..Lord where are you when I need you most?..