I cant think straight anymore..

As the title says...I cant think straight anymore. I do things that are..well stupid. Like the earlier post..that whole post was the result of emotions..maybe its just puberty..could be. I cant find peace during the weekends with my mom breathing down my neck. Do this , do that , why never study? well cause I've been doing what you want me to do..and because of that I am not able to sit down and study.

*My guitar became my new best friend*

*Please forget what I said in my earlier post....thank you*

Smile...Frown..Smile Again! then back to reality...

I just feel like smiling lately... who am I kidding..I cant do this anymore. I'm not paying attention in class, I suck at my studies and the subject I enjoy the most is giving me hell. My math teacher has breast cancer...I'm lost..God will you help me? sometimes I feel , how do you put it in words?..ah..found it. LONELY even though I'm surrounded by friends daily... I think its true what Ms.Yogeetha said today..what did she say again?...Oh yeah, it's easy to have a thousand friends but its hard to find that one friend who is always there when you fall..or whenever you need company. Guess I'll just have to wait..Lord where are you when I need you most?..